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Young Romance [Excert]
By Ice Kenobi
Her lips were cold and they trembled as she struggled to meet my gaze. Finally after long seconds her steel blue eyes tore through mine causing the world around me to spin. Everything was tumbling, upwards…downwards to the point where I had to brace my body against hers. No words were said…I could feel her entire body trembling as I pushed harder upon her…
Gently I leaned my chin against her cheek and whispered into her ear, blowing strands of hair darker then a winter sky aside so that she could hear my words truly, ‘What are we doing?’ I asked rhetorically but was surprised when I felt her own lips gnawing on my neck…
‘I have no idea…but it feels…’ she searched for the right word but finally settled on something less then romantic, ‘right…’
Suddenly images of weeks previous flashed through my head causing me to pull back instinctively, ‘But its not…’ I protested, seeing the heart wrenching images burned in my mind of the woman I cared so deeply for cursing, shouting, in anger. ‘We agreed it was over…that things weren’t working…we can’t do this, not again…,’ I stared into her eyes seeing a fire more brilliant then any before.
Slowly her hands reached my buckle as she dragged me into a corner along a dark hallway, school was getting out and dozens of people were traveling along the same halls as us, we couldn’t be seen…she had a boyfriend now…since our breakup…Smiling she tugged once more but this time I could see her hands working to undo the buckle.
No, I thought, not here…not now. Things weren’t suppose to be like this, I was furious at her…or was I? My mind searched for answers and cautiously I pulled back wrapping my own hands around hers. ‘I can’t do this,’ I said bluntly looking for another way to put it, ‘This just can’t happen…not after all the sleepless nights I have had, swearing to never speak with you again…not after what you did…’
I could see the fire suddenly extinguished, her eyes turned to ice as she stepped back placing her back against the damp wall behind her, ‘But I love you…’ she quaked, ‘I didn’t know it before…but now I do…I love you.’
Suddenly my dark side emerged as I grinned evilly remembering the harsh words she used against me before, ‘We are too young to love…you don’t know what love is…’ I snapped my buckle closed once more, ‘You assume your feeling now is love but when in reality its sorrow, sorrow towards yourself for loosing me!’
I turned away furiously prepared to leave…but stopped. I could hear her crying…Slowly I turned back and swept her up into my arms, kissing her gently on the forehead, ‘Listen…now is not the time…’ I moved my lips down across her brow, across her nose and finally I met her lips, ‘If you feel this same way in one weeks time…then we will discuss this again…if not, you will realize what I said was true and move on with your life.’
Forcefully I kissed her, feeling warmth shoot throughout my body, deep inside my soul…Then as quickly as it all had began, I stopped it…and retreated back into the crowd of students bustling around the hallways, leaving her to her own thoughts…and tears…
7/25/2002 1:43:39 AM
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